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coming out AGAIN ffs 7 Jul 2012 | 01:09 pm
my whole life i've had a troubled relationship with masculinity and maleness, the expectations placed on my body and the traits attributed to me. everything has hurt for so long that it was really har...
goals 13 Mar 2012 | 06:51 pm
i have a few goals. i want to restructure the way i think and act in such a way that it completely eradicates the difficulties i have in functioning in the way i'd like to i want to tighten my thoug...
2010 20 Feb 2012 | 08:47 am
Imagine it is 2010. Imagine a rainy day in south-western England. In a barely-furnished flat perched atop a betting shop, Jaz is sitting with his hair in a ponytail, and he is puzzled by what he feel...
Difficulty writing 30 Jan 2012 | 08:01 am
A fellow journalist and I have started pushing eachother to write for at least an hour every day. We both suffer from some degree of mental illness, so we struggle with writing the way we used to or t...
Polyamory 30 Jan 2012 | 04:19 am
I'm polyamorous now! I've been polyamorous since November. I decided to plunge into the deep end, which means that these rough guidelines pretty accurately describe how I love: I get attracted to/fal...
FAT QUEST: ??? 28 Jan 2012 | 03:44 pm
Chest: -1 inch Waist: -4 inches Weight: -25 lbs So I totally stopped doing this when my mental illness got impossible to manage. I wanted to check in and let those interested know that I stopped do...
Recovery 22 Jan 2012 | 08:00 am
I've got a confession to make. I'm not Jaz. Very few of you have ever met Jaz, infact. I wear his skin and I answer to his name, but I'm just a creature, a goblin or something that stole him away and ...
My head 18 Jan 2012 | 01:34 pm
Lots of things have happened. The most recent and relevant thing is that I am changing my meds, so my moodswings are very erratic and frequent at the minute, seems like. I could also experience other ...
It looks like a shoe? 1 Jan 2012 | 10:57 am
This is a positive poem! I don't know how the fuck it happened, I promise. Happy new year, ya dobbers. On auto By Jaz McDougall 31 December 2011 I'm drowning in a gale. This is the touch I need: ...
Being dead 31 Dec 2011 | 12:59 pm
Bad, bad week. Expect a jolly post once this lifts. Until then: FOREVER EMODARK Being dead By Jaz McDougall 30 December 2011 Touching air. Speaking silence. Tasting hunger. Walking nowhere. Lo...
