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Back to baseline 26 Mar 2009 | 11:06 am
I am okay. Really. I am okay. I am no longer worried about falling off the edge. I am okay. Thank you all for reading what I wrote. It is never fun to read the thoughts of a depressed person, an...
Better 21 Mar 2009 | 03:37 pm
Wow, this is so much better. It's still not great - I'm not back to "normal" - but it's better. I think it was the combination of taking him off my buddy list (and not talking to him for a whole wee...
Poison 14 Mar 2009 | 02:38 pm
I deleted him from my buddy list. I had another breakdown today. He was online. I don't have anyone else to talk to about this shit. I'm too embarrassed to talk to anyone else. Also, no one else ...
There's never any fucking help! 13 Mar 2009 | 10:01 am
My "therapist" stood me up today. I guess it's my own fault. I wrote on the intake form that she shouldn't call my phone number, and instead should contact me through email. Except I can't check my...
Distance 12 Mar 2009 | 02:06 am
I really don't have time to be updating this now on my half hour lunch break, so please forgive abruptness or typos. I talked to the boy one (last?) time since that fight. I tried to explain that it'...
Do you like yourself? 9 Mar 2009 | 10:34 am
There have been periods in my life in which I have really liked myself. Now is not one of them. It is remarkable how the same trait can seem like a positive thing or a negative thing just based on y...
The fight 7 Mar 2009 | 03:45 pm
He called, just to say hi, because we're friends, and he just wanted to say hi. We ran out of "hi, how's it goin" conversation soon enough, and not wanting to hang up but not knowing what else to tal...
The multitude of things I desperately want to text my ex 5 Mar 2009 | 04:12 pm
Hi im stuck are you out having fun? i hate this i miss you i want you i hate you dont send me any more pictures come over where are you? are you with your new friend? fuck you rescue me h...
Where the hell is rock bottom already? 27 Feb 2009 | 12:45 am
I can't go on like this much longer. My life is shit. Absolute shit. And he's meeting new "friends" on Craigslist and going out for thai food with them. (I have been trying to get him to try thai ...
Damn you weather! 18 Feb 2009 | 02:35 am
I'm in Florida, but it's too cold to lay out in the sun at the beach. Today the relatives I'm staying with are all going to work, and so I will be left alone to amuse myself, without a car. (Which i...
