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So long, farewell… 24 Aug 2009 | 10:35 am
This place has been a long time in the making, but it’s failed to grow with me or me grow with it. Eitherway it shows a dim representation of what happens in my headspace. And I don’t want this illnes...
Two lines 14 Aug 2009 | 05:34 am
Nineteen I am, that short gap after teenage spots and before the wrinkles start to grow across your face. Well apart from these two crinkles on my forehead. They came from this period in my life, it w...
Godless Morality 17 Jul 2009 | 03:39 am
Rush by night into the arms of time, that’s what I want to do. To depart from this shell, from the colourless traffic. Dead leg. Dead arm. Dead hand. Dead eye. Dead I. To leave this inhospitable land,...
This Thing 16 May 2009 | 11:56 am
This thing, this thing is following me, it’s in my head. Head that’s where it is, in this messed up place that controls my thoughts and my most inner being. That screwed up faulty place. That’s where ...
Repairing the Wreck 11 May 2009 | 06:42 am
I feel like I am playing catch up, catch up to all the years I have lost to crippling depression. Catch up with my peers, catching up with the many milestones I have missed. That is what this mood dis...
Wild Creature 3 May 2009 | 07:09 am
The feelings they have abated and the plans been left unplanned. The dirty mist has lifted and I am turning away from it. Away because, because for now I don’t want to think about it. I don’t want to ...
Dirty 18 Apr 2009 | 03:14 am
I have left it again. Returning to this place, with caution in my head, there seems no way to start again. There is so much left unsaid. Unsaid because, because I can see no ways to put it into words....
The Vulture 30 Mar 2009 | 10:15 pm
Its coming down, I am lost. Again. False smiles. Underworld. Dead meat. Suicide motel. Today I am a wild creature, and tomorrow I am lost again. Black swan. Forest fires. Dead wheels. Good times will ...
The Bid 16 Mar 2009 | 05:29 am
Black hole is where I have been, chucked down and spat out. The black hole is where I tried to be. I left for skiing with this foolproof plan in my head, and, and now. Now I know that the plan isn’t f...
Exile 15 Feb 2009 | 10:46 am
I am going skiing in the morning. A week of white wonderful snow. Just a focus on the next turn, the next life, the next run. Focus on the glowing white. White. White. White. Snow is white, white and ...
