Mother’s Day and ramblings 14 May 2013 | 02:30 am

Yesterday was my third mother’s day, and it’s probably been the toughest one yet. It’s no secret that I’m struggling – and really what else do I do on this blog except complain? – but jeez I have to w...

This post doesn’t have a title. 26 Apr 2013 | 03:19 am

I’ve been having a really rough couple of days. I’ve been thinking more and more about the fact that the only reason I’m still here is because of Noah. I realized that ever since Noah was born I have ...

Weight of the World 29 Mar 2013 | 03:10 am

It really is a tired analogy but it is my truth. This week has been the heaviest of the heavy, possibly since the week Noah was born. My sister has some deep mental health issues that have come to lig...

Wordless Wednesday: 3rd Anniversary Edition 6 Mar 2013 | 02:31 pm

Randomness 19 Feb 2013 | 04:38 pm

Sometimes I think about just shutting down my blog. I suck at keeping it updated, some of my earlier posts are sort of embarrassing, I can’t think of anything beyond negative things to talk about…..it...

February 2013 19 Feb 2013 | 03:02 pm

“He’s My Son” 28 Jan 2013 | 09:34 am

He’s My Son – by Margaret Hall You lie there. Unaware of the panic that now surrounds you. Your head bobs with each compression. Yet still you lie there. You make no noise, while inside I am screaming...

What Our Christmas Looks Like 13 Dec 2012 | 03:28 pm

Unless you know me personally, you may not know this fun fact about our house. Caleb is Jehovah’s Witness. I am atheist (well, technically I consider myself secular humanist but usually people think I...

HIE is a description, not a definition. 13 Dec 2012 | 02:33 am

Noah has HIE. Noah has cerebral palsy. These terms aren’t used in a derogatory way or to limit him.   They are used in the same way that I would use the following: Noah has brown hair. Noah has hazel/...

Waiting 19 Nov 2012 | 09:47 pm

My life consists of waiting. Waiting in doctors’ and specialists’ offices, hospital waiting rooms….waiting to find out just how much Noah’s brain injury has affected him and our hopes for his future. ...